give me the benefit of the doubt

well well well!!!!

tuloy na tuloy ang overnyt ko kina joey

well, birthday nya naman eh so dapat lang na nandon ako noh

how i wish we could be in each others arms

i missed him that much you know?!

but i konw deep within my heart that the damage has been done

too late to fixed

maybe im gonna tell him the story which told me to cry

that's haruki murakami's ON SEEING THE 100% PERFECT GIRL ONE BEAUTIFUL APRIL MORNING

now, that's tragic but i have to chew it rather swallow

and that's how we end

from now on im not gonna be loving anyone else


signing off

muchacharley

i surrender!!!!!!!!!!!!

naiinis ako super!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bwisit talaga!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bakit kaya kami nagkaganon ni papah? i keep on asking myself where did i go wrong.

may mali ba sa'min? i could sense yes. but definitely we both love each other.

kasalanan ko lang talaga yung hindi ko sya naipagtanggol man lang sa parents ko. hindi ko pa kasi kayang isakripisyo yung p[ag-aaral ko lalo pa't sya ang nagtutulak sakin para mag-aral.

ngayong cool off kami, tinatamad na'ko talaga. parang ayoko na mag-aral.

the doubt

whew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yan na nga bang sinasabi ko eh
i hate this feeling na ngdududa na'ko kay papah. ewan ko ba. kinukutuban ako eh.

hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ganun xa, parang bigla na lang nanlamig sa'kin.

maxado na xang nging busy sa work nya. kainis talaga. naiintindihan q naman kung gaano kahirap ang work nya at kung gaano kahectic ang sked nya. i hate it. kasi madalas na nga xang di tumatawag, pati text bihira pa sya magpadala. kaya ngaun di na'ko ngloload kasi alam kong maliit ang chance na magkausap kmi sa phone.

nagtatampo na talaga ako sa kanya. pero magkaganun man, loves na loves ko pa rin xa!!!!!!!

di bale na basta mahal ko xa

monthsarry namin ngaun mukang di na naman kami magkakasama.huhu!!!!!

sana dumating xa mamya







signing off

muchacharley

'd ultimate date

kahapon 3pm jollibee bicutan

grabe tlaga tumakas ako sa house para makipagdate sa papah q!!
nagbitbit lng ako ng maong para di halatang lalaboy ako. hindi rin ako ngpaalam. ang galing noh?!

matagal din akong naghintay sa tagpuan namin. nainis na nga ako eh. pero nung nakita ko na sya at nginitian nya ko, nabura yung inis ko. jeje!! ma-appeal talaga si papah ko!!!!!

we ate at jollibee bicutan.grabe tlaga. he pulled a chair for me. sabi ko nga sa kanya "lam mo pah, no one ever did that to me." he was amazed knowing na sya pa lang pala ang nakakagawa sa'kin non inspite the fact na marami na'kong naging boyfriend.

dinalaw din namin ung puntod ng baby nya. doon para na rin naming nakasama si baby jamhela. doon ko narealize na jomace is such a very loving father.

aun, after non, pumunta kaming sm bicutan.he bought a mug for me. that's so sweet!!!! we even watch BONGGA KA BOY in cinema. we were hugging,kissing and cuddling then. ang saya noh!!!!!!!!

masaya talaga ung date namin na un. sana maulit!!!!!!jeje!!!!!!!nakakamiz talaga xa

loves na loves q talaga papah q

signing off

muchacharley 08

'd ultimate date

my 1st tym!!!!

oh my first time?
it's good...........
nice experience..............
really challenging.....yet full of guilt

i love it!!!!!!!!!! i really do!!
you too can try it!!!!!
c'mon explore it!!!

they say it is hard
yup!!!! it's really hard!!!!!!!!!
i've seen it on TV and i could say doing it really needs a lot of energy.......














ooooooops!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's not what u think it is.
well, my first time is really memorable
though this is my first time

first time in BLOGGERS!!!!!!!!!

are you fooled????????hehehe
it's amazing that i've learned about bloggers in the program of ms. jessica sojo

i thought it was HARD
as in DIFFICULT to create my own blog

well, now i have it already and this is where i will start!!!!!!!!!



i love myself!!!!!!!!

muchacharley